triple double trouble...

last week on friday,i had to repeat tests on biochemistry....believe me this is very damn tough subject that i've ever studied since anatomy always being the hardest one..
the matter is 'memory'...if you don't have such a good memory,then hardworking can be funny useless!
Besides,motivation plays big part too,

if you lost motivation,then you didn't have the wish to

study,doing assignment,case report.etc...



zasss......

the constant life of existence...

wow...long time i didn't write on my blog..may be..this is due to not having much time for typing this thingy.

hmmm...within this week...many things i've had experienced.....some are precious and some aren't....but it doesnt matter...this is the bittersweet in our lives...isn't it?? :O

last week on thursday...i've had a chance to follow my russian teacher on an excursion...it was a very precious moment that rarely i get it...

since i've been studying here,my visit around russia can be counted....if i not mistaken,only 3 or 4 visits and those visits weren't that interesting...especially when i got a chance to visit Kursks,one of large and well-known cities in russia....well,kursk is damn bored.Nothing there is interesting except some old skool building built during the communist era(Lenin).

Well,back to the story of my excursion in moscow,on last thursday,my friends and i had visited a church complex which is also called as 'xram' by russians....the xram is a unique and ingenious architecture piece and have been built around 200 years ago...first thing we did was,visiting a xram..inside can be found old documents,old paintings,old sculptures and many more...when i was entering the church through its main entrance,there were a prelection occuring that time...we've just been standing there and gave some respects to thier prelection until my russian teacher,Kudinko told us to move on from there....she lead us finding another way(by getting personal permission) to get into the exhibition chamber where the precious things that i've mentioned before are located...

then,after spending about 2 hours,we left and went to another place a place so called~museum alexander pushkin~one of famous individuals in russia..he was once famous because of his poems,fairy tales and novels.....in the museum,we had observed the same things like sculptures,old documents,old paintings and others....the ticket is not really expensive...only 80 rubles and it equals to 10RM when converted.

Rejuvenate the spirit

yosh...just now i have played futsal with friends..i felt somehow fresh and energetic....this is indeed good for me...as i told you in previous post,the usual thing i've done these days is just sleeping :O...

i'm no longer enthusiastic on my study as when i was on secondary school.

Since i had realized my dream to further study in this medical thingy,hardwork is no longer the priority...so that means,these days,when i study,i did it based on my mood...

i had lost my momentum...forgot how to work hard or just being ignorant,me not sure either...

and the most important is motivation...where is the motivation once i had lost to??

abanjarolskool's barbecue sauce

oooohhh....i don't know what to do...it's like i let my fingers to type freely on this keyboard....hmm...

actually...this week,i have many thing to do...homework,test,and the coming exam always on top of my head...

and the coming test for physiology has put me to do the readings,revising all the topics that i still have't catch up yet ....you know it's very difficult to pass the test with mrs lydia..sometimes,i feel like i wanna give up

but when i told my father about this feeling,he doesn't agree with me...he said that challenges is a part of our lives.

Don't be afraid to do mistakes,and just accept the problem with arms wide open..

Well in moscow it's very cold right now and i don't have much time playing futsal and football outside..bored to death here!